Today is a bad day like all the nover 26th for the last 10 years! Yes 10 years!

But even if i don't have this day marked in mycalendar last week was so horrible 1 great panic attack and two little ones, plus self loath, and today all my body hurt, every last bit!

I'm hollow, i'm trying not to fall in my own black void, but i wad trying to remeber her voice and i can't and i'm in pain, physical pain!

Little sister why you go away that night, why you are still going away from me...

My husband didn't go to work to be sure i'll ok, he knows how i'm, i love him and my family too, i'm really trying to be here for them... But my heart is so shattered still.

Ximena at least let me remember your voice again, this is not helping to cope really don't!

Hi i'm offering some grafics:

http://community.livejournal.com/help_japan/3215.html?thread=599439#t599439

Drabbles:

http://community.livejournal.com/help_japan/2978.html?thread=604578#t604578

And translation english into spanish, and spanish into english:

http://community.livejournal.com/help_japan/3721.html?thread=615817#t615817


in other news:

i'm still with a cold!! and i can't sleep because is like i can't breath, so here i'm reading a fic, my blood pressure is still on high and tomorrow i have parent's meeting in my children' school.

i don't want to go, i want to be in my home near my bed!!!!
send me hugs to make me go through the day!

Tomorrow i will get the folkloric music for my second assignment for the NewZeland relief
so when i feel not so ill i will do the drabble i'm not in a mood to write when your head is hammering your soul as mine does now!
go and bid on me in the Japan relief!!
GO GO GO GO!!!